Ever since I set foot into the vineyard
Believing in myself I was called
My life has become a constant lie
I should have sought the shelter of His signs
Rather than sheltering my life into my belief
He called, He sought, He decided
I in my fleeting sense of believing I was chosen
Kept a finger hold on a mission
My love for the young, a sign I made my own
He called, He sought, He decided
It was not meant to be I serving in the vineyard
Bullish I pushed myself, I decided
All those years spent around a life in constant lie
Shove Him to accept me, which He did
All because He loved me and none other else
Now I'm out of my self-made cocoon of lies
Would life start for me upbeat anew?
Till now it remains but a question (henre'06)
"Would life start for me upbeat anew?
ReplyDeleteTill now it remains but a question."
Is it still a question up to now? This was written 4 years ago, so by now you would already have found a new direction :-D
And yes, I would say it's really difficult to be living in lies. One lie creates a domino effect unless you decide you put a stop to it. And remember that after the cocoon is a beautiful butterfly :-D
So, go on. Flap your wings and enjoy life :-D